Lately I have been having really intimate dreams about other guys, specifically guys I have crushes on that never went anywhere. It always involves me kissing or getting somewhere with a guy, then he suddenly picks up in leaves like the pizza rape one. I'm not complaining its a HUGE step up from nightmares, but it kinda makes me feel bad that I'm enjoying them lol. Other than that, its really annoying to me for him to leave his phone and laptop here so he has no way to contact me. And 'm horny as hell, bah if someone could just take care of that aspect for me, that would be lovely, but lol the world doesn't work that way, just gotta wait it out I guess.

Totaly unrelated I really need a job, really realllllllllly need a job, it isnt even funny, I'm so broke that i dont even have a clever saying to describe how broke I am. Seriously NOT FUN. There are alot of things I need to do for the summer that mean a lot to me, and I can't afford any of it at this point. Yeah its late so this blog is not following any cohesive. pattern.

Tired as fuck, but I havent been updating as much XD. peaceee.